Bravo for you corage to share this with us! While reading you, I could see me on you story as well…but what it very masculinist, is that guy who were saying this and that about your looks, was he a Brad Pitt looking?? Cinema, literature, tv-series, brain washed women with 2 “normalities”: beautiful women with ugly-overwheightes man and younger-without-facial -lines women with older raisins-facial-skin-men! No, I don’t think George Clooney attractive, he’s old, like any woman on his age even in a “good-shaped”, will be considered!