I can relate to your story, yes I had a traumatic childhood, yes, I loved when younger Greek mythology and reading in general, but my scape or dreming way to cope with sooo many frustrations is literally dream about winning the loterry and doing all the things I can't, worst that I won't be able to do if I never ever win the lottery. Dreaming about an impossible guy ( a famous actor falling in love with me), winning at the oscar... yeah, got the idea? I don't do drugs (never have smoked even pot!) drink very ocassionally, a loner, so my drug is dreaming! Thanks for sharing and keep up with your dreams : )